Selfish


I wish someone is taking care of me right now. I'm tired of always having to look after people; of having to worry about others when I can't even do what I want to do because I need to do things so that I can give. Im just tired of having to deal with my family's problem. My dad who just can't get enough of being depressed; my sister who no matter how hard she tries, can't still find something she really wants to do.

I want to move on. I want to do things I want to do. I want to find my own life and discover myself. I want to see the world.

I want to understand. I want to be free.

That's the selfish part of me.